it's time.

as time goes by..it feels like getting closer to 'something'.. something that everyone should fear of..i can feel it inside me.by the time i reach the happiness,it's always seems to fade away.the real pain is coming.the real unpleasant sensation already be with me.it's getting stronger.i'm afraid of making a leave.the sadness of looking deep inside each of eyes that i adore very much.no one will understand if it is a must when u don't have any chances to make a choice of your own.and u know why?because death is not an option to each of us.

i love you with full of my heart.