memories.

tonight, i dunno wht is happening to me. sasau asek tukar DP facebook je..ngah tgk2 pic nk pilih jadi DP, suddenly ternampak gmbr dulu2..hmm..teringat sekejap.how hurt i am. not long before. although it has been almost a year. i can feel the pain is still fresh living inside my mind.i'm glad they r not growing for more. what i try to tell you (myself) is..u won't be able to forget those memories,but u can still stop thinking bout it.keep it in a space very deep inside the heart. when it is time,it'll healed itself. i have my new perfect lover. a brand new love story. brand new hope in being together with him, giving much loves n hopes in each seconds of life. we appreciating each other.somehow,my ambition to live in a better life is my priority. getting married is in the plan but it'll come forward only when the time reach its place. sadly, the more i think, the more i get confused. focusing on my future is best, but ignoring the present is worst. i will only regretting my yesterday on every single day i live. what should i do?

man..u really got me. what goes around comes around. i didn't pray for u but i do believe it. call it karma. i hope not to see u falling down and regretting all your wrong deeds. because FORGIVENESS is the only thing.which is for me,hard to give and hard to have.

a harmful truth, a useful lie