bahtera persahabatan

di hari JUMAAT yg indah dan mulia ini.....

          1^st of all..i wanna let u guys know yg i dah grad. Yay! ..walopun pointer xlah bole nak bangga sgt tapi syukur.. to all friends yg kurg bernasib baik, sabar k..try harder. Wish u all the best.

           Today..i nak wat satu entry khas pasal kwn2.bkn nak mengata!! JANGAN salah faham.tapi setakat nak meluahkan ape yg tersirat n tersurat selama kite kenal.especially to those yg ade with me selama 3 years i’ve been stayed in penang. ..err, 3 and ½ yrs exactly...tak kisah lah lama or kejap we kenal, u guys are my friends.

my housemates and ex housemates..

finas..org yg plg lama tggl sebumbung with me. An intelligent and trendy girl. So up-to-date.. ngee,mmg teruja kalo tgk dia ngah excited bout nak shopping baju, skirt or anything lah! Semua konfem cantik..btw,dia nih dah bertudung pon now.yet still gorgeous ngan style tudung n make up eyeshadow dia tu..hehe. a caring person. She cares bout all her friends. Xkesalah kwn dia tu byk wat jahat ke x,dia tetap akan kesian ngn kwn yg dlm susah and will try harder  to help them. Such an angel kan? i hope kite akan stay as a friend sampai bile2. Can’t wait to see u kawen and have babies with lutfi.. :D

farah asila.. antara kwn yg plg lama kenal kt penang.dia garang tp bluerkk! xtakot pon..hee..a beautiful girl. Kekdg ade skt hati ngan dia nih tp xpe..hee..biasa la tu..at least dia ade mse aku susah, sedih  or time2 ngah heartbroken teruk ke..hihi..thanks fara. I know u won’t read this cuz kau xtau pon aku ade blog kan?kan?kan? ape yg penting, aku doakan one day nanti, u’ll understand the differences of being just a friend, a good friend or a real good friend.. J fuuhh! Penuh makna ayat aku nih. Yg tersurat dah nyata. Yg tersirat, renungkan..

wahida..i don’t know whether she is true or fake. Terlampau byk bnda jadi selama kenal and berkwn ngn dia nih.yg pasti lebih byk pahit dr manis..apepun, i try to forget what u have done to me. Tapi..susah yg amat! so, i decided to not-to-think about it..sorry..salah kau kat aku besar sgt. Yes, aku dah pun maafkan ko.tapi utk berkwn mcm dulu, baik mcm dulu..sejujurnya aku x boleh. But we still friend.mana tau, times will work on our friendship. In the same time,kau berubah ke.. J i hope so.

SK-ians..i’m not one of the members.i sekadar kenal and berkawan je ngan dorg nih..cmne leh kenal pjg sgt ceritanye..hee..diorg ni baik..tapi xde org yg sempurna.dlm baik ade jgk buruknye..same goes with me..

Org terawal yg aku knal adalah shahrul, qayyum, khai and abe..ngahaha..ni zaman aku ngh berbunga ngan lelaki plg bermslh..shahrul bengong..seb baik dia dh hilg ntah ke mana.kalo x,berterusan la kene cepuk. After kenal dorg nih..aku mula knal ammar,ayie,ajie,jamil,sue,adib,totty,alan,chipmunk and ya Allah..ramai sgt..mls plak aku nk taip..hehe..dorg nih were my course mate..best kan? ade antara dorg nih,byk tlg aku..mekasih kawan2..haha..i mean it.thanks a lot..!

Danial Mahmud..dh lama aku kt penang,kenal ngn dia nih plak.mse bln puasa. Berani dia bahan aku cina bukit! Btw, dia pon kene bahan ngn aku jgk..hihihi ! ape de hal..kenal dia nih..bkn setakat kwn. Dia penahla jd Bf ..but!! He’s my ex now..in relationship utk jgka mase yg x brp lama.haha.. klaka plak kalo ingt blik. Erm..blom sempat aku nk syg dia, kitorg break up. U know what, sampai skng still ingt how childish he was bile bg reason.haha..xpe.. yg lepas tu lepasla..nak kenang2 pun buang mase je.tapi...mase ni lah..aku mula terasa semua berubah. Some people said, aku yg berubah. But some other people jgk said dorg yg berubah.haa..siapa dorg tu?

..here is the story..

Xtaulah perasan or x..mase i coupled ngan dam..semua org nampak i ade di kalangan dorg tu..bile susah..i ade utk tlg u guys..by that time, semua happy..xtimbul lagi mslh2 yg merimaskan jiwa dan raga tu..i still remember..ajie,ayie,kecik and friends from politech semua  ok lg..sampai la 1 mase, we broke up. Kecoh kat wall SK hanya disebabkan status yg x bertamadun and x bijak tu.hmm.. time ni jgk kwn2 yg i slalu hang out tu dah x nampak i wujud di kalangan dorg..u guys really don’t know how it feels when u r talking but no one is listening or understand ur language. Mase ni, group nih dah tercemar. Mungkin salah 1 reason nye is perempuan.kalau lah u guys hormat and x memperlekehkan KAWAN-KAWAN perempuan, mesti istilah playboy, player, test market tu x de..come on! Open ur eyes luas2..these girls pada asalnye are your friends. Xsalah fall in love. Tapi sebelum and semasa couple,u guys did know and understood ape tu friendship..tapi bila dah xde ape2, all that thing hilg. Mslh peribadi tu dah drag org lain sekali utk mencemarkan nama FRIENDSHIP..tibe2  level and kekuatan friendship tu berbeza ikut jantina.girls dah jd mcm hiasan and bukan lagi KAWAN..u guys sedar x? Or still i je yg sedar benda tu. L sedih je.well, itulah yg jadi to me.after break up, RAJA dah mcm x wujud dlm group tu. Kalo lepak, RAJA ni akan diam dan hanya menonton lakonan masing2. Satu pembaziran dlm persahabatan kan? tapi RAJA ni jgk x kan berdiam diri or keep going jadi tunggul kat situ. Perlahan2  bawa diri..cari ketenangan sendiri. Far away from people yg belum tentu ikhlas nak berkwn ngan i..

Then, i start rapat ngan fadh and duan and not to forget housemates dorg..dorg nih lain.x cepat terpengaruh. J i’m free to be me..tapi still..friendship ni disalah erti kan oleh org2 yg x sepatotnye..come on..we r friends..not more than a good friend. .dlm ramai2 kawan yg berubah perangai dgn i, dorg ni je yg still remain the same. Matang berfikir..thanks guys..

Well,to girls..chet,intan, zati,sya..i bru kenal u all..so,xde byk yg bole nak dicerita.ape2 pun..i doakan korg berjaya in study..lepak, lepak juga..tapi class jgn ponteng! Kje jgn x buat.. good luck to all of u..one more thing LOVE doesn’t mean anything if love itu sendiri adalah penyebab korg gagal dlm kehidupan di mase akan datang. Dengarlah nasihat KAK timah ni..hehe..

Apepun..u guys are the greatest moment ever happened to me selama ade kt penang nih..thanks for all the memories. For best or worst, i LOVE u guys..keep in touch.

Sorry for everything.